"Survived, tonight / I may be going down"

"Still avoiding the grief / Because it felt so hard"

"Common sense / Can slap me in the face / And yet I calm disent / (...) Disgusted at the same time by it all"

[bits from Skunk Anansie's «You'll Follow Me Down» and Skin's «Trashed» & «Faithfullness»]

Will it ever make any sense?